time discovers its way, demonstrates its worth
demanding respect from the human race
it had made the emperors rule
let happen the killings for thrones
held the power to create history
holding the right to shape the future
for centuries, it’s been healing broken hearts
sometimes allowed the trust be breached
let the lust win on occasions
moving ahead polishing the genes
it built the pyramid of knowledge to be treasured
converted soil to glittering gold
immense power held in its folds
TIME – as it shows, as it folds
Do I look presentable? Is my hair tied properly? Wait! did I wear my lip gloss before leaving the house and so on!!
Honestly, I don’t think about these things anymore. A woman, not bothered about her looks. They don’t matter to me much now. It’s a different phase of my life. I have 2 children to take care of. All that I think of now is getting the kids ready for school, are they eating well, the dates of vaccination, what are they learning at school, what extra curricular activities should I make them join and so on.
It’s not about myself neglecting me, it’s not about me giving all my time to my children. It is about choosing what I feel is right. In fact, it’s my own choice, I don’t blame anyone for this and although I get tired sometimes, I still enjoy it. I love being with my children and it’s a great feeling to be able to take care of them in every possible way that I can.
I believe, that I am now paying attention to better things in..life, I am paying attention to another growing life, nourishing it with my knowledge, I am paying attention to a broader perspective, things that I feel now are the most important and close to my heart.
As far as my looks are concerned, I guess a I anyway look beautiful with my kids around. I have A Beautiful Mind.
on a dull evening
I decided to tease my loneliness
so I called for a get together
no one else accepted my invitation
except for him
that evening when I was the host
my only guest was a white faced ghost
the ghost was generous to pay me a visit
to sit with me, talk a little bit
we shared a strange congeniality
somehow it worried me occassionally
the evening started to graduate to night
white color on his face had started to vanish
I struggled to see through the darkness
trying to feed my anxiety, moved a little closer
my eye refused to believe what they witnessed
left spellbound, not even a word I could utter
towards him as I pointed my finger
shocked to witness the face behind the Ghost’s
it was me, siting in front of me