I was aware, yet I chose to lie to my heart
two things for me to win his affection
were either love or blood
I had none
neither he shared his blood with me
nor he ever fell in love with me
I craved for him to be mine
not just with the body but his soul
the day never arrived
Your poem touches my heart. I can remember when I was young how I did this. This was such a painful time in my life. We are worth so much more.
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Your kind words gave me strength.. you are right, we are worth much more
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This is so sad, but you cannot force love…that is a lesson that most people learn in life if they take the risk of loving someone. If you are blessed you also learn what it is like to have someone whom you love, love you back just as devotedly as you love them. I pray that this is so for you.
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Thank you for your kind wishes my dear!! Love
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i donot know how to comment on this,
I am blank of these emotions.
Thanks for sharing.
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I am glad you have not experienced them.. stay blessed
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You too, stay blessed
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Thanks a lot!
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😊
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nice one… love is like a double edged sword, could hurt the heart easily, if not handled with utmost care…and we choose to tell little lies to ourselves to mask the pain of such hurting!
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you said it beautifully…
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Beautifully penned ! I am in love with this ! 💖
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Painful, really painful.. Thanks a lot for reading!
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Sad, sensual and stirring to the soul.
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Beautiful & raw . So heartfelt & resonating . Thanks for sharing
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How glad I am to learn that you liked it.. Thanks to you for reading..
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It is a waste to give priority to such a person exists in our life..always bettr to let go..
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I am sure that’s the way..
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