endless broken promises

endless broken promises

endless promises…

each one of them – broken 

was his gift to her..

Never did he fail

to present her with them

She

accepted them all

with a smile on her face

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Un-break my Heart

Un-break my Heart

I stood in silence

witnessing my heart breaking 

pieces falling to the ground

like a broken glass

spilling my blood all around…

I tried to gather them all

like a puzzle, I struggled to put them together

it pained as I couldn’t find a way

just couldn’t bring them to my heart’s shape

even after countless attempts – I failed… I failed

now I am here

I am here to ask you for the key

to help me, Un-break my heart

to make it whole once again

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if only my Love… if only

if only my Love… if only

If only you had caressed my face softly

if only you had held my hand

if only you had kissed me gently

things would have been different today

if only you had a small corner for me

in your heart, if only you had allowed me to stay

if only you could see my invisible tears

things would have been different today

if only you hadn’t abandoned me in pain

if only you could hear my silent screams

if only you had offered me yourself

things would have been different today

if only you had understood my song

I wouldn’t be writing these words of pain

I would be singing my poems of joy

in your arms I would have been enjoying

if only my love.. if only

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The Irony – of You in Me

The Irony – of You in Me

you came into my life, colors came along

there was freshness around in the air

everything turned charming

there was no place for any negatives

I smiled all day long for no reason

you were there deep down in my thoughts

I was too happy to notice the crisis that was to come

as you failed me, you left me that day – broken

colors vanished, everything turned dark

freshness around me turned foul to absorb

even the charm wasn’t charming anymore

I couldn’t see life, it all turned gloomy

I never smiled afterwards

& the irony my dear is

you are still deep down in my thoughts

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to make her mine

to make her mine

if only they had discovered a magical sphere

with a little space to fit me in

I would fasten all my seat belts carefully

for a journey to be traveled to pure my soul

to beat the light for its unbeatable speed

Yes, I would travel Back in Time

I would amend all the wrongs I have done

I would un- break the heart that I broke once

I would stop those ugly words in my throat

words that separated her from me

I would kiss her, caress her and just not stop

I am worthy of her blame

I didn’t do it when I had the chance

I would tell her, I love her a zillion times

I didn’t say it when she craved for those words

I would do everything to undo the hurt

wouldn’t let her cry those precious tears

would hold her tight, not let her go

would soothe her anxiety, soothe her soul

only if they had discovered a magical sphere

that could make me travel, back in time

I would rush to her, wouldn’t make any delay

to bring her back, to make her mine

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I guess it’s love…

I guess it’s love…

you were here by my side, so close to me 

you tried to hold my hand many times

you tried to express your love for me

I was the one, rejecting you

knowing that I was hurting you

I went on neglecting you 

I was arrogant

I showed no compassion 

that day, I told you, I didn’t want you

I saw those tears in your eyes

you ran, you hands on your face

trying to hide your embarrassment, your pain

I didn’t know where were you going

neither did I make an effort to stop you

months have passed..

now, every evening I sit on my chair

watching the open door for hours

I don’t know why, now I want you to come back

don’t know why, I miss you so much now

it hurts… it really hurts

I guess it’s love… 

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I moved on

I moved on

his silence continued….

made me wait for long
I had nothing but hope
and he failed me….
but so
it couldn’t be forever
my soul craved for life
I moved on….

there! I see him again
on his knees
with a face, sure was sorry

I couldn’t do much about
it was over….
my wait – back long

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We have no Song

We have no Song

together

we couldn’t write a song

failed to make memories

to last for long

his emotions

failed him, to reach to me

my words, failed me at the same time

henceforth

shall we part

for there’s no music for us

we have no song

to us

it just doesn’t belong

– the song

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A Good Bye to simplify things

A Good Bye to simplify things

it was

getting burdensome for him

I felt him

running away from me

for me

it was tough, I was anxious, in pain

ignored, my messages not being responded

excuses and lies

everyday I faced

& one day

he simplified things

he said

goodbye

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Deafening Sound of the Silence

Deafening Sound of the Silence

deafening sound of the silence

on the other side of the phone

only to confirm

the departure of laughter

mugs of coffee with chocolate muffins

hand holdings and long walks

kisses in movie theaters

deafening sound of the silence

announcing loudly of the loneliness to follow

ONLY HIM lying on the bed

her soft body vanishing

escaping his touch

refusing to be caressed

 

his senses loosing capacity

to hear any kind of music

for he is deafened now

by the deafening sound of the silence

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In case you change your Mind

In case you change your Mind

pains me to learn

you’ve made up your mind

you are leaving me behind

yet, a little hope in me

is pushing me to say

only one thing to you

I really really wanna assure you

I will be

waiting right here

in case

you change your mind

His Choice

His Choice

saying piercing painful words

making an argument not valid

displeasure filled his eyes

as he woke up to leave

to walk out of the door

leaving her heartbroken

tears running down her cheeks

she was desperate to run behind

catch hold of his hand

not let him walk out of the wooden door

how convinced was her heart

he will never return once gone

for he didn’t believe in a pretty heart

rather

he chose

to fall for a pretty face

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when you loved me.. when you deceived me

when you loved me.. when you deceived me

when you loved me

you reached this heart of mine

you deceiving me

empowered your reach

to all of me

every bit of me

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That Moment !

That Moment !

that moment

the way he looked into her eyes

I knew he had made his choice

to choose her over me

that moment

when he let me loose

I knew he will hold her close

he was going to set me free

that moment

in all those moments to come

I saw them dancing

laughing together

building their world new

Knowing their happiness

I silently whispered to my wounded heart

to forgive him

to stop bleeding

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his SKY was never enough for HER

his SKY was never enough for HER

her glance

glued to his frame

never failing to loose his sight

in hope, she opened her arms

craved to reach out to him

her soul longed for his embrace

how so much she needed him to care

to look at her softly, just once

with a little affection in his eyes

sigh – he never turned

to face her

didn’t she know

his SKY

was never meant

for her rainbow to glow

his SKY 

was never enough for her

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I moved on

I moved on

his silence continued….

made me wait for long
I had nothing but hope
and he failed me….
but so
it couldn’t be forever
my soul craved for life
I moved on….

there! I see him again
on his knees
with a face, sure was sorry

I couldn’t do much about
it was over….
my wait – back long

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he said

he said

he said

don’t talk
she never uttered a word

he said

don’t expect
she never asked him a thing

he said

don’t follow
she never took another step

then

he said

don’t love
& she broke
into a million pieces

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