endless promises…
each one of them – broken
was his gift to her..
Never did he fail
to present her with them
She
accepted them all
with a smile on her face
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endless broken promises
Tag: heartbreak
Un-break my Heart
I stood in silence
witnessing my heart breaking
pieces falling to the ground
like a broken glass
spilling my blood all around…
I tried to gather them all
like a puzzle, I struggled to put them together
it pained as I couldn’t find a way
just couldn’t bring them to my heart’s shape
even after countless attempts – I failed… I failed
now I am here
I am here to ask you for the key
to help me, Un-break my heart
to make it whole once again
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if only my Love… if only
If only you had caressed my face softly
if only you had held my hand
if only you had kissed me gently
things would have been different today
if only you had a small corner for me
in your heart, if only you had allowed me to stay
if only you could see my invisible tears
things would have been different today
if only you hadn’t abandoned me in pain
if only you could hear my silent screams
if only you had offered me yourself
things would have been different today
if only you had understood my song
I wouldn’t be writing these words of pain
I would be singing my poems of joy
in your arms I would have been enjoying
if only my love.. if only
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The Irony – of You in Me
you came into my life, colors came along
there was freshness around in the air
everything turned charming
there was no place for any negatives
I smiled all day long for no reason
you were there deep down in my thoughts
I was too happy to notice the crisis that was to come
as you failed me, you left me that day – broken
colors vanished, everything turned dark
freshness around me turned foul to absorb
even the charm wasn’t charming anymore
I couldn’t see life, it all turned gloomy
I never smiled afterwards
& the irony my dear is
you are still deep down in my thoughts
to make her mine
if only they had discovered a magical sphere
with a little space to fit me in
I would fasten all my seat belts carefully
for a journey to be traveled to pure my soul
to beat the light for its unbeatable speed
Yes, I would travel Back in Time
I would amend all the wrongs I have done
I would un- break the heart that I broke once
I would stop those ugly words in my throat
words that separated her from me
I would kiss her, caress her and just not stop
I am worthy of her blame
I didn’t do it when I had the chance
I would tell her, I love her a zillion times
I didn’t say it when she craved for those words
I would do everything to undo the hurt
wouldn’t let her cry those precious tears
would hold her tight, not let her go
would soothe her anxiety, soothe her soul
only if they had discovered a magical sphere
that could make me travel, back in time
I would rush to her, wouldn’t make any delay
to bring her back, to make her mine
I guess it’s love…
you were here by my side, so close to me
you tried to hold my hand many times
you tried to express your love for me
I was the one, rejecting you
knowing that I was hurting you
I went on neglecting you
I was arrogant
I showed no compassion
that day, I told you, I didn’t want you
I saw those tears in your eyes
you ran, you hands on your face
trying to hide your embarrassment, your pain
I didn’t know where were you going
neither did I make an effort to stop you
months have passed..
now, every evening I sit on my chair
watching the open door for hours
I don’t know why, now I want you to come back
don’t know why, I miss you so much now
it hurts… it really hurts
I guess it’s love…
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#poetry #heartbreak #pain
I moved on
his silence continued….
made me wait for long
I had nothing but hope
and he failed me….
but so
it couldn’t be forever
my soul craved for life
I moved on….
there! I see him again
on his knees
with a face, sure was sorry
I couldn’t do much about
it was over….
my wait – back long
#poetry #MoveOn #Heartbreak
We have no Song
together
we couldn’t write a song
failed to make memories
to last for long
his emotions
failed him, to reach to me
my words, failed me at the same time
henceforth
shall we part
for there’s no music for us
we have no song
to us
it just doesn’t belong
– the song
A Good Bye to simplify things
it was
getting burdensome for him
I felt him
running away from me
for me
it was tough, I was anxious, in pain
ignored, my messages not being responded
excuses and lies
everyday I faced
& one day
he simplified things
he said
goodbye
Deafening Sound of the Silence
deafening sound of the silence
on the other side of the phone
only to confirm
the departure of laughter
mugs of coffee with chocolate muffins
hand holdings and long walks
kisses in movie theaters
deafening sound of the silence
announcing loudly of the loneliness to follow
ONLY HIM lying on the bed
her soft body vanishing
escaping his touch
refusing to be caressed
his senses loosing capacity
to hear any kind of music
for he is deafened now
by the deafening sound of the silence
In case you change your Mind
pains me to learn
you’ve made up your mind
you are leaving me behind
yet, a little hope in me
is pushing me to say
only one thing to you
I really really wanna assure you
I will be
waiting right here
in case
you change your mind
His Choice
saying piercing painful words
making an argument not valid
displeasure filled his eyes
as he woke up to leave
to walk out of the door
leaving her heartbroken
tears running down her cheeks
she was desperate to run behind
catch hold of his hand
not let him walk out of the wooden door
how convinced was her heart
he will never return once gone
for he didn’t believe in a pretty heart
rather
he chose
to fall for a pretty face
when you loved me.. when you deceived me
when you loved me
you reached this heart of mine
you deceiving me
empowered your reach
to all of me
every bit of me
That Moment !
that moment
the way he looked into her eyes
I knew he had made his choice
to choose her over me
that moment
when he let me loose
I knew he will hold her close
he was going to set me free
that moment
in all those moments to come
I saw them dancing
laughing together
building their world new
Knowing their happiness
I silently whispered to my wounded heart
to forgive him
to stop bleeding
his SKY was never enough for HER
her glance
glued to his frame
never failing to loose his sight
in hope, she opened her arms
craved to reach out to him
her soul longed for his embrace
how so much she needed him to care
to look at her softly, just once
with a little affection in his eyes
sigh – he never turned
to face her
didn’t she know
his SKY
was never meant
for her rainbow to glow
his SKY
was never enough for her
I moved on
his silence continued….
made me wait for long
I had nothing but hope
and he failed me….
but so
it couldn’t be forever
my soul craved for life
I moved on….
there! I see him again
on his knees
with a face, sure was sorry
I couldn’t do much about
it was over….
my wait – back long
he said
he said
don’t talk
she never uttered a word
he said
don’t expect
she never asked him a thing
he said
don’t follow
she never took another step
then
he said
don’t love
& she broke
into a million pieces
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