just one thing i wanna say
desperate to assure you
i will be waiting right here
in case you change your mind
heartbreak
Category: heartbreak
last night together
embraced in his arms
skin to skin, mouth to mouth
she couldn’t whisper
for the kiss was slow and long
he could see through her closed eyes
her sensual imaginations
feel her pulsing heart
moaning in pleasure
unaware of his secret
this time, he thought
must he, give his best
for it was the last night together
tomorrow, he shall leave
to return, never
deafening sound of silence
deafening sound of the silence
on the other side of the phone
only to confirm
the departure of laughter
mugs of coffee with chocolate muffins
hand holdings and long walks
kisses in movie theaters
deafening sound of the silence
announcing loudly of the loneliness to follow
only him lying on the bed
her soft body vanishing
escaping his touch, refusing to be caressed
his senses loosing capacity
to hear any kind of music
for he is deafened now
by deafening sound of the silence
the day never arrived
I was aware, yet I chose to lie to my heart
two things for me to win his affection
were either love or blood
I had none
neither he shared his blood with me
nor he ever fell in love with me
I craved for him to be mine
not just with the body but his soul
the day never arrived
his choice
saying piercing painful words
making an argument not valid
displeasure filled his eyes
as he woke up to leave
to walk out of the door
leaving her heartbroken
tears running down her cheeks
she was desperate to run behind
catch hold of his hand
not let him walk out of the wooden door
how convinced was her heart
he will never return once gone
for he didn’t believe in a pretty heart
rather
he chose to fall for a pretty face
goodbye
it was getting burdensome for him
i felt him running away from me
it was tough, i was anxious, in pain
ignored, my messages not being responded
excuses and lies, everyday i faced
and then he simplified things that day
he said goodbye
when u loved me.. when u deceived me
when you loved me
you reached till this heart of mine
you deceiving me
empowered your reach
to every bit of me
all of me
music of his kind
as i entrusted him
with the guitar of my heart
as i entrusted him
to play the flute of my emotions
he ended up playing
the music of his kind
it was the music he only liked
on which i ended up dancing
all my life
i went ahead…
they told me not to
informed me of the consequences
my well wishers pulled me back desperately
in hope of saving me from what was to come
yet i went ahead as i wanted to rise
instead, i fell in love
serve me pain
serve me pain, serve me sorrow
torturing wind as it blows
injects a little immortality in me
nothing you shall gain
for my limits to consume pain
are beyond eternity
mySestina 